Monday, June 30, 2008

When you wish upon a Star! Hope!


My Star

All that I know Of a certain star Is, it can throw (Like the angled spar) Now a dart of red, Now a dart of blue; Till my friends have said They would fain see, too, My star that dartless the red and the blue! Then it stops like a bird; like a flower hangs furled: They must solace themselves with the Saturn above it. What matter to me if their star is a world? Mine has opened its soul to me, therefore I love it


“... Before that [the arrival of Pandora] the human race
had lived off the land without any trouble, no hard work,
no sickness or pain ...
But the woman took the lid off the big jar with her hands
and scattered all the miseries that spell sorrow for men.
Only Hope was left there in the unbreakable container,
stuck under the lip of the jar, and couldn’t fly out:
the woman clamped the lid back on the jar first,
all by the plan of the Aegisholder, cloud-herding Zeus.
But then thousand or so other horrors spread out among men,
the earth is full of evil things, and so’s the sea”
(Hesiod, Works and Days 90-101. Translation by S. Lombardo)


Earendil
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Eärendil was a mariner
That tarried in Arvernien;
He built a boat of timber felled
In Nimbrethil to journey in;
Her sails he wove of silver fair,
Of silver were her lanterns made
Her prow was fashioned like a swan,
And light upon her banners laid.

In panoply of ancient kings,
In chainéd rings he armoured him;
His shining shield was scored with runes
To ward all wounds and harm from him;
His bow was made of dragon-horn,
His arrows shorn of ebony,
Of silver was his habergeon;
His scabbard of chalcedony;
His sword of steel was valiant,
Of adamant his helmet tall,
An eagle-plume upon his crest,
Upon his breast an emerald.

Beneath the Moon and under star
He wandered far from northern strands,
Bewildered on enchanted ways
Beyond the days of mortal lands.
From gnashing of the Narrow Ice
Where shadow lies on frozen hills,
From nether heats and burning waste
He turned in haste, and roving still
On starless waters far astray
At last he came to Night of Naught,
And passed, and never sight he saw
Of shining shore nor light he sought.
The winds of wrath came driving him,
And blindly in the foam he fled
From west to east and errandless,
Unheralded he homeward sped.

There flying Elwing came to him,
And flame was in the darkness lit;
More bright than light of diamond
The fire upon her carcanet.
The Silmaril she bound on him
And crowned him with the living light
And dauntless then with burning brow
He turned his prow, and in the night
From Otherworld beyond the Sea
There strong and free a storm arose,
A wind of power in Tarmenel;
By paths that seldom mortal goes
His boat it bore with biting breath
As might of death across the grey
As long-forsaken seas distressed;
From east to west he passed away.

Through Evernight he back was borne
On black and roaring waves that ran
O'er leagues unlit and foundered shores
That drownded before the Days began,
Until he heard on strands of pearl
When ends the world the music long,
Where ever-foaming billows roll
The yellow gold and jewels wan.
He saw the Mountain silent rise
Where twilight lies upon the knees
Of Valinor and Eldamar
Beheld afar beyond the seas.
A wanderer escaped from night
To haven white he came at last,
To Elvenhome the green and fair
Where keen the air, where pale as glass
Beneath the Hill and Ilmarin
A-glimmer in a valley sheer
The lamplit towers of Tirion
Are mirrored on the Shadowmere.

He tarried there from errantry
And melodies they taught to him,
And sages old him marvels told,
And harps of gold they brought to him,
They clothed him then in elven-white,
And seven lights before him sent,
As through the Calacirian
To hidden land forlorn he went,
He came unto the timeless halls
Where shining fall the countless years,
And endless reigns the Elder King
In Ilmarin on Mountain sheer,
And words unheard were spoken then
Of folk of Men and Elven-kin,
Beyond the world were visions showed
Forbid to those that dwell therein.

A ship then new they built for him
Of mithril and of elven-glass
With shining prow; no shaven oar
N or sail she bore on silver mast;
The Silmaril as lantern light
And banner bright with living flame
To gleam thereon by Elbereth
Herself was set, who thither came
And wings immortal made for him,
And laid on him undying doom,
To sail the shoreless skies and come
Behind the Sun and light of Moon.

From Evereven's lofty hills
Where softly silver fountains fall
His wings him bore, a wandering light,
Beyond the mighty Mountain Wall,
From World's End then he turned away,
And yearned again to find afar
His home through shadows journeying,
And burning as an island star
On high above the mists he came,
A distant flame before the Sun,
A wonder ere the waking dawn
Where grey the Norland waters run.

And over Middle-earth he passed
And heard at last the weeping sore
Of women and of elven-maids
In Elder Days, in years of yore.
But on him mighty doom was laid
Till Moon should fade, an orbéd star
To pass, and tarry never more
On Hither Shores where mortals are;
For ever still a herald on
An errand that should never rest
To bear his shining lamp afar,


- J.R.R.Tolkien Poems
- Book 2 Chapter 1 - Lord of The Rings

The Stars in the night skies,
symbols of light in the dark.
for it is them which light up the skies when the moon fails to show her face on certain nights.
They are like angels in the sky looking down upon us. bringing light at times of despair.

Symbols for navigation on the high seas.
they are saviours to many a sailors who could not find their way to shore when there are no end of ocean and no discrimination features in the seas.

In the tarot, Star comes after Tower.
Tower is the ruination of all hopes, all ego, all creation, the humbling of man.
When it comes like Earendil from the land of gods to aid all mortals against Melkor. after the destruction of the Havens.
When Pandora Unleashed all evil into the earth, only hope remained in the jar......
All else fails there is still hope.

In the mythos, there is always hope. and everything can go but there will still be hope around.
Hence the star rise and the symbol of hope.

Aquarius is the Zodiac associated most with this card. Seeing this most aquarius people are optimistic and have a very airy view on life. Always looking on the brighter side of things are these people.

When you get the star, it is mostly good and telling most people not to give up hopes, dreams and visions.....I leave you with an old classic song....

When you wish upon a star,
makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires will come to you
If your heart is in your dreams,
no request is too extreme
When you wish upon a star as dreamers do
(Fate is kind, she brings to those who love
The sweet fulfillment of their secret longing)
Like a bolt out of the blue,
fate steps in and sees you thru
When you wish upon a star, your dreams come true!

Writer: Leigh Harline; Lyrics: Ned Washington

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Roads and fortunes......

Well in life and in prose, people refer life as a journey. Such as the fool's journey.

This is a poem which i wrote in happier times.... amatuer i am.


Roads Lead to many places,

Homes where One's heart should be,

Work stations where One may be slaving at,

Shopping centres where one's needs may be fulfilled,

Places of learn where one's mind may be attuned,

Places of worship where one's faith is renewed.....

Some roads are smooth and broad,

Paved with stone and tar,

Others are rough and coarse,

made by trackers and hikers,

Some are crooked and twisted,

Made around hills and slopes.

We come to forks at times,

And a wrong decision may lead us on a yet longer rhyme,

if life is like a road and everyone is a traveller,

i wish to journey on this road with you, my friend, (cos i love you.)

Matters little that the road is smooth or hard.

With you, I have courage.


Fionavar Tarot Deck

This tarot deck appears courtesy of Sara Strand, otherwise known as Silvestris, who also contributed a fantastic portrait of Galadan to the art section of the site. Her website can be found here.
"Why a Fionavar Tarot Deck? Well, I got the idea when I was playing with the notion of designing myself a Tarot Deck just for fun's sake. As I pondered what theme could be interesting to use I amused myself with comparing the symbolism of the Major Arcana cards to characters in The Fionavar Tapestry by Guy Gavriel Kay. The more I thought about it, the more they seemed to fit, and the idea just wouldn't leave me alone. Said and done, I sat down and sketched the motives for the 22 cards of the Major Arcana, and decided I liked them enough to finish this project. What you see below is the result." - Sara
Character: Diarmuid dan Ailell

Description: The Fool is symbolic of the human spirit at the beginning of the great journey of life. The Fool symbolizes the inner spirit of creative nonconformity, adventure, and a desire for wisdom. At all times, he represents the potential to be a complete and independent person with fearless originality.

Reasoning: Before everyone get mad at me for naming Diar 'The Fool', I think it's important to point out none of the Tarot cards should be read literally. This card represents a carefree, original person happy to take on any challenge. Admittedly, that does sound like Diarmuid, doesn't it?

Character: Loren Silvercloak

Description: The Magician's presence in a reading points to strength of will, a willingness to face risks, initiative that will lead to success, and triumph. The Querent is challenged to go forward and use his/her skills and intelligence to produce change for the better. The magician advises that you can "make the magic happen".

Reasoning: This card speaks for itself; what other magician to choose from Fionavar than Loren? On this card he stands beside his Source, holding the staff of Amairgen.

Character: Jaelle

Description: With this card, a pure, exalted and gracious influence enters the matter in question. It represents education, knowledge, wisdom, and esoteric teachings. It can represent intuition or foresight, spiritual revelation and may refer to events that are influenced by an unknown positive force.

Reasoning: Once again, the choice for this card is pretty obvious; Jaelle is the one High Priestess in Fionavar. This is a spiritual card, symbolizing the mystical, female side of magic, and that goes well with the ancient power of the Mother.

Character: Jennifer Lowell/Guinevere

Description: The appearance of the Empress in a Reading suggests that creative inspiration and/or significant, meaningful productivity are available to the Querent. The Empress' presence may indicate fertility, motherhood, or marriage. Domestic stability, sympathetic honesty, maternal care and protection are also possibilities

.Reasoning: As Guinevere, Jennifer is the Queen, so I say she makes a good choice for the Empress. The birth of Darien also agrees with this card's symbolizing motherhood.

Character: King Arthur

Description: The Emperor may represent a person of authority who is intelligent, experienced, confident and reasonable. It may indicate a primary male influence. The ability to fulfill plans and use mental control over the emotions.

Reasoning: Arthur as the Emperor is a natural choice, especially with Guinevere as the Empress. Just as she symbolizes the essence of the female does he stand for the male.

Character: Kevin Laine/Liadon

Description: The Hierophant emphasizes power which is gained through spiritual insight more than worldly strength. This is the card of spiritual leaders and healers or those devoted to service.The Hierophant speaks to the inner strength gained by letting go of pride and self glorification.

Reasoning: Maybe not an obvious choice, but I think it fits, nevertheless. The Hierophant can stand for difficulty, learning through living - or a religious ritual. The sacrifice of Liadon is the most ancient of those. Traditionally he has two followers on the card, and the white boar and Cavall made sense to choose.


Characters: Lisen and Amairgen in the sacred glade

Description: The appearance of the Lovers in a Reading symbolizes all of the aspects that can be good in a relationship: for example, union, pleasure, happiness, respect, bonding, ties. While many times the Lovers does, indeed, indicate a marriage and/or a love affair in progress, it can also serve to inspire brotherly or sisterly love and/or to point to a favorable business or professional liaison.

Reasoning: The lovers of legend, Lisen and Amairgen, suited this card in every way. Bound to each other by both love and the bond of Magician and Source.

Character: Shalhassan of Cathal

Description: With the Chariot, a trying situation can be mastered and controlled by understanding opposing forces and bringing about equilibrium and oneness. Self-control, individual effort and endurance will bring an end to troubles.

Reasoning: Well, Shalhassan did bring the Cathal chariots of War to the battles, and he did indeed believe in self-control and effort. This card shows you're on the right track, and have made the right decisions in the past.

Character: Kimberly Ford

Description: Strength indicates a woman of great inner strength. The presence of Strength in a reading symbolizes the ability to overcome sorrow and pain, as well as the ability to use patience and gentleness as a solution to problems.

Reasoning: This card usually holds a woman and a lion, but I figured a dragon would serve the same purpose. Kim does have great inner strength, even without the physical power of the Baelrath, and she is a compassionate nature at heart.

Character: Ysanne

Description: The appearance of the Hermit in a Reading portends a meeting with someone who will greatly inspire and/or someone who will pass on his knowledge and/or protection. The presence of the Hermit reminds the Querent that the seeker of knowledge must be both curious and humble.

Reasoning: Ysanne lives alone in her cottage by the lake, suiting the role of a wise hermit very well. As the description above also hints, she passed on her knowledge to Kim, first through Eilathen, then with her very soul.

Description: The Wheel of Fortune symbolizes the cycles and seasons of life, the repetition of history, success following failure, growth and evolution. Current events will lead to better situations, greater wisdom. The past holds clues to the future.

Reasoning: The Wheel of Fortune is traditionally decorated with various mythological amd magical beasts, so I chose four such creatures from Fionavar for this card. On top is Darien, with L?l in his talons, representing air. Down on the right is the Soulmonger, and to the left is black Avaia, representing in turn water and earth. Below them is Imraith-Nimphais, with her fiery spirit.


Character: Dave Martyniuk/Davor

Description: The appearance of Justice in a Reading portends that fair judgment will accrue to the Querent. Whatever that judgment may be (e.g. a raise or promotion, a major purchase or expenditure, a pending court case, a legal settlement, etc.) the Querent will be favorably dealt with.

Reasoning: I chose Dave here for two reasons. The first is he is actually in law school. The second is the items he carries; his axe makes a good enough replacement for the sword Justice usually carries, and Owein's Horn can, with a little bit of imagination, be considered the scales of fate.

Character: Paul Schafer/Pwyll

Description: The presence of the Hanged Man in a Reading oftentimes indicates that the Querent has accepted a difficult situation and either has made or will be called upon to make necessary sacrifices.

Reasoning: Another rather obvious choice. The Hanged Man is usually depicted hanging upside-down from a tree, and at least the tree part fitted Paul very well. The deeper meanings of the card also fits the character, I think.

Character: Owein

Description: This card indicates that a major change or transformation is about to take place. This change may be traumatic and unexpected. This change also opens the way for a positive new beginning. Also indicates death and rebirth usually related to consciousness and lifestyle.

Reasoning: Owein and his shadowy Hunt mean death to every living thing in the Weaver's worlds, and so they must remain bound. When released they do really bring traumatic change into the Tapestry.

Character: Galadan

Description: The presence of Temperance in a Reading serves to advise the Querent that discipline and self-mastery will lead to successful conclusions. Temperance assures him/her that a balanced approach means that projects will be completed on time while orderly changes are occurring.

Reasoning: Why Galadan as Temperance? Well, if you have the 'self-mastery' and 'discipline' to pursue a single goal for a thousand years I think you fit the bill. Besides - Galadan is my favorite character. I had to sneak him in somewhere...

Character: Rakoth Maugrim

Description: The Devil represents all that is evil and dark in our existence. He may symbolize sadism but more often indicates a total or degenerating disregard for human life.

Reasoning: Another very obvious card. I don't think I need to elaborate my reasonings behind this to any greater length.

Place: Starkadh

Description: The Tower portends a catastrophe or catastrophic event - one which, in many instances, precipitates through the forces of nature. But, while the Tower is never a good card to draw, its presence may serves to remind the Querent that the catastrophe need not be a disaster.

Reasoning: The collapsing Tower symbolizes a dramatic event, an era coming to and end; that suits the fall of Starkadh after Maugrim's death rather well, doesn't it?


Character: Lauriel the White

Description: The Star usually signifies a time of new hopes, splendid revelations of the future. Indicates insight and inspiration, courage and enlightenment from the spiritual self. May also show the healing of the body and mind.

Reasoning: The brightest star in the skies of Fionavar is the one named after the mild Lauriel, the white swan the lios alfar love. She was a natural choice for this card. Situation: The War Moon

Description: 'A serpent rises from a small pond, next to which a wolf and a dog howl at the silvery full moon'. The central themes of The Moon, are "Shadows", "Illusions", and "Deceptions". The Moon symbolizes a situation in which the Querent has only himself/herself to rely on. It's appearance can indicate a danger and deception from outside forces or it can indicate the presence of hidden enemies and/or false friends who pose an imminent/immediate threat to the Querent.

Reasoning: The Moon that shines most clearly in memory after having read the Tapestry is the red War Moon of the Goddess. The wolf and dog in the description of the card tempted me to mix things together and depict the battle of Galadan and Cavall in the same card.

Situation: Drought's Sun over Paras Derval

Description: The Sun represents good health, freedom, happiness, and enjoyment of life. Its presence in a Reading portends a bright, wonderful future. The Sun can be seen as the first joyous glimpse of success.

Reasoning: As with the Moon, the Sun that is remembered from the Tapestry is the bright sun of the drought when the Five are first brought to Fionavar. Note, though, that in Tarot the Sun is a very bright and positive card.

Character: Ceinwen

Description: An angel surrounded by clouds blows a trumpet as the dead rise from their graves, their hands outstretched toward Heaven. Judgement symbolizes an inner awakening or the revitalization of thoughts and feelings which are/may have been thought to be dead.

Reasoning: The 'rising dead' in the description reminded me of the reborn prey of Ceinwen's hunt, and she holds life and death in her hands in her dealings with Dave.

Place: Fionavar

Description: This card signifies well earned recognition, achievement, reward, a time of prosperity, security and joy. May also indicate a change in residence, travel, completion, success and liberation.


Reasoning: Finally, the last card. Once again the choice is very obvious, and also a kind of farewell tribute to the world we've traveled through this deck.


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SHIMURE'S comments:


Well this is a fan made deck in tribute to the book and the novel. In addition, it is only the 22 major arcana which are done up.

I would find that the person who attributed the deck has put in effort and is a very interesting deck in relationship with the book and story. A work of passions.

The art work is not very elaborate, but it suits the theme of the deck.

My favorite card is Strength, it shows a Dragon instead of the standard lion and a maiden in the card. the imaginery of this card is the nicest in my opinion.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

The Urban Tarot Card Project





































This deck was envisioned as both a stand-alone deck and a tie-in to a roleplaying game. Unfortunately, the publisher involved with the game has since dissolved. As a result, the deck is still yet to be completed.
The set is based on the symbology of the Crowley Thoth Tarot, with an emphasis on the four elements. I was originally one of four artists working on the set, and my completed quarter of the deck is shown here in its entirety. My portion of the deck included all of the suit of swords (associated with Air) and a selection of the Major Arcana related to the same element.
Recently, I've started creating new images for this set again, and the newest cards are shown at the top.

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Somehow this deck reminds me of the mage the ascension deck.
The differences is the patterns and features as the painter stated is in the crowley tradition whereas in mage the ascension, the waite rider method was used.
I prefer this deck to the mage ascension deck though as the choice of colors is richer and much more graphic.